In honor of Bill

This week as been difficult for me, anticipating my first wedding anniversary since Bill's death so I wanted to do something in memory of our marriage and life we shared.

On September 8th Bill and I would have been married for 6 years.  Bill was diagnosed with a brain tumor, just weeks before our first wedding anniversary and although our marraige was anything but easy he was my best friend.  He gave me the most beautiful fairtale wedding any girl could ever ask for. But, without a doubt, te greatest gift he left of himself was our son, Logan.  My life with Bill was an emotional roller coaster and honestly still is.  I experienced true love, the fear of loss, joy with the birth of our son, anger with life and doubt in my strength and abilities.  But most of all he taught me the true values of life.  To NEVER give up, to love with all your heart and soul, to live in the present and to be compassionate.  I will forever be grateful for my life with Bill and the opportunity I was given to care for him until his very last breath.  It was an honor to be his wife.  I am grateful to be able to watch our son grow and every time I look at him I see Bill.  I miss him more than I ever thought possible but I know I will see him again some day on the other side.